I hate 2005

Let's see. Among other things this year, I've found that someone I hold dear and very much trusted with my heart isn't all I thought he was, my dad died, and my friends in NOLA are now my friends in NY, IN, and gods help them, TX.

And. Forgive me a highly selfish moment. I was so bloody much needing that time in New Orleans in October and November. I didn't want to be home. The Work will be that much harder now.

All of this will fall into place eventually. My friends are safe - at least the ones we've heard from. I hope we hear good news about everyone else. New Orleans will rebuild, and will still be the city I love. I will greive for my father, and for what has been lost between my friend and I. I'm trying hard to come back up.